Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark.
what to do
This year i feel like I’ve been going through multiple major and minor mid 20s crisis. I just turned 20… ridiculous.
Some days I feel like I’ve waster two years when I should have stayed at the university to pursue a better paying career…then some days i’m like.. “fuck it i love what i do” trying to convince myself that i’m the lucky one cause not very many people I know can say that. But not once do I regret the friends I made that have truly turned into family for me. AND for the friends that have remained by my side.
I am about to start my career in 7 days and I am freaking out. I have no motivation to work on a presentation for a scholarship that I got nominated for out of everyone in my discipline. It should be a huge deal but i’m freaking out and laying in bed questioning my last two years.
Usually I would have some formula to cheer myself up but not today.
I don’t want ice cream. I don’t want to work out. I don’t want to see anyone. I don’t want anything.
I’m not sure anymore.